What is life without faith?

Whether you believe in an all-powerful deity or not, life is really, what you make of it.

For every believer, there is a different way to go about it. For every unbeliever, the same is true.

This isn’t an answer most people want to hear, but it’s very true that – regardless of your belief system – you ultimately discover what you want for your life, on your own. Be it to be kind to others and donate your time/money. Or to climb Mount Everest or be the best doctor you can be. Or your family and friends – a very popular and successful reason for getting up in the morning.

If you want some suggestions on how to figure it out:

  • Look at your life and figure out what makes you happiest, then do that – perhaps it’s something you can turn into a hobby or career.
  • If there’s someone or something you admire – like lifesavers or your grandmother/father for example – perhaps that’s an avenue you can explore. For the grandmother/father, you could have a conversation with them about how they became the person they are. BUT I would recommend not modelling yourself after them – or anyone else. Just use this to get some inspiration.
  • Don’t have a pet? Adopt one. Or foster some.
  • If you’re the creative type, whip out some designs – whatever your medium is – that you’ve done before and find a common theme in them that you’ve unconsciously followed. Perhaps that’ll help direct you. Or you could just start drawing things – whether you’re good at it or not – around you to get inspiration.
  • Go for more walks (in this current lockdown state – not sure what country you’re from – that won’t necessarily be easy, so perhaps just in your backyard).
  • Make a list of the things you wanted to do when you were a kid and research them to see if any still sparks your interest.
  • Ask people close to you what they like about you.
  • The list goes on…

The important thing I’m trying to point out here is that the sky’s the limit. This may sound harsh but it’s true: you really don’t need to worry about things like faith when it comes to your life. It heavily depends on your personal situation – religions have rules, after all – but I would suggest trying to figure out who you ARE and the things you’d love to be doing, regardless of whether you think they’re achievable.

I wish you all the luck.

Do you wish to meet and have a real relationship again because there’s going to be someone somewhere wanting you? “HORIZON’S FALL AWAKE”

I cry for you my love, not because it is not there, but rather it has fell the night to wear each day I see and breathe the fullness of wishing you.

I cry knowing where the steps afar on the sand to see the horizon shift morning and night to beauty are reflections to how I feel.

I cry in the depth of where our love touched to eternity’s forever and blank stared as I await your kiss.

In my cry my swelling shimmer the crimson slight of night as I see your eyes there above me in the feel of a call to come home.

In the tears shed I remember the words as you last wished me farewell to fill each other still until the mountains fall into the sea a mustard seed of faith.

Long, oh so long…into where the pool of shadows crimson my heart dilated to explode in the hands of you that came to fulfill the air of unheard gentle.

I cry not because of where I am in the vile of the dark trot well blind, but where what I see is only the reef of edged whispers my heart to still.

Do you see the tears you have place into the moment of every thought captive as in the time I wish no more?

My tears of wishing no more are not in the cast as empty veins severed, they run to the place where open arms I hand my love in yours together.

I do not cry because I know where you are my heart shall stay even until the ends of time’s wreath outside in the cold, it is for you unhung to be.

I lay on you with the mixed tears of your heart to rivers we share in eternity held in love my heart to your wish unconditional.

LOOK to the light we share as the horizon’s fall awake calls forward our love together lonely, but never alone as tether’s kiss.

I cry for you my love, not because it is not there, but rather it has fell the night to wear each day I see and breathe the fullness of wishing you.

If you died for your love, is it true love?

In the love you hold in your heart

there is only the moment where

who you are is to them eternal.

It is not death that separates love,

it is the other way around,

it is love that separates death.

You transition from life here to life there,

following intermingled in tether with the soul as one.

The essence of where you belong is in

the place where another completes you.

Can you die for your love?

You always have.

Just as you are always born

to experience that love as who you are.

When you find the love that is meant

for you it is together.

No matter the distance or path that travails,

it is the wrap of eternity one shares

to their love that manifest where to be is.

Seek first your love in everything

and then you will see true love.

It is not in the things here,

it is there within the one who you love

where your life is…

If you died for your love,

is it true love?

Yes, it is

the only love.

Do you believe in true love and if so, do you think you have found it?

Within where you still my heart as found you collapsed all of time into that one moment wherever we touch.

Everything, my surroundings, the walls that keep, even the call to breathe, as in you I become who I am to see eternity.

My breath slows as I feel upon me the want of you close.

In you I found who I remembered as again…you took my life to end.

It was in true love we beseeched the night to day on the wings of forever.

I was in you and you were in me.

I gave you my heart.

You gave yours.

Everything else since has been subject to where my heart is.

That is with you.

Thank you for sharing with me.

Until the moment on you I take to another day, I give you my forever love.

Do you believe in true love and if so, do you think you have found it?

Yes, she is beyond my last breath.